Letting go, letting God...

I've been faced recently with the harsh reality of letting go of someone I love. Through this process I've learned that to truly let go, you must let God work in you. It came to me, so clearly, as I was literally on the floor. God is building me up, one muscle at a time, to make me more aware of His control, His timing, His strength and His undying love for me. I'm not worthy. I certainly have moments of weakness and doubt, but I do believe in Him and His faithfulness to me. The process is hard. I've questioned so many things about myself and I'm thankful for the struggle.

"Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance."
James 1:1-3

I've learned that to truly trust God is my way to live life as He intended. I am nothing on my own.

As I've re-entered the life of singleness, once again, I'm faced with a decision. Just as someone shows interest in little 'ole me, it happens to come with the risk of losing a friend and causing someone else pain. The decision is a no-brainer for me. I know that when God hand delivers "the one" it will be just that. The one. No pain, no questioning, easy. He will say to me, "See...this is what I can do. Now it is right."

I'm letting go to Let God...